Martha retires

my wife Martha officially retired in June of 2017 after 32 years as a teacher, initially in the Los Angeles Unified School District then later in the Montebello Unified School District. Initially our plan wa for her to wait until I reached the age when I could receive Medicare (65). Throughout I had expressed my desire to travel to Europe in order to see the sights and drink coffee on the Champ de Elysee. Meanwhile I had also been encouraging her to take an early retirement. Usually teachers retire after 30 years of service and around age 60. She was a few years away from that.
"To go to Europe I cannot retire yet" she told me.
Well and if I give up the thought of going to Europe will you retire?
I'll seriously consider it.
I told her let's forget about Europe. you need to retire now. And so she did. her last day of work was in June of 2017.
Since then we took a 4 day cruise to Ensenada, our first such voyage. it was a great first trip. In the summer we drove to the city of Chihuahua in northern Mexico where Martha has extensive family.We took the long route traveling first through Arizona and into New Mexico through the cities of Gallup, Albuquerque and Mesilla. we crossed the border in El Paso, Texas and stayed a couple of nights at her cousins house there.Chihuahua is about six hours from there. we stopped at towns along the way, wherever things look interesting. One amazing stop was at Paquimé, Casas Grandes which is an archeological site  the place means big houses because of the 2 and 3 story dwellings built by the Mogollon culture there hundreds of years ago. for me it was a spiritual experience as my grandmother is part Native American from northern Mexico. For us family is the most important thing. We got to be with Martha's elderly aunt and many of her dear cousins. It was a most enjoyable and fulfilling trip. One that will stay in our memories as long as we have life.
Next we are embarking on a one week cruise of the Mexican Riviera. We leave this Saturday the 13th of January 2018 and return on the 20th. I have always wanted to see Cabo San Lucas and now we shall.

Ruben Salazar comments

the following are comments I made on the occasion of the memorial tribute to Ruben Salazar at the unveiling of a plaque, celebrated on August 29, 2014 - the 44th anniversary of his death held at the park which bears his name.

Buenos dias. my name is Sal Valdez. About eight months ago I took the bus to Ruben Salazar Park because I wanted to learn more about his life and legacy. To my great disappointment there was nothing at the park about him except his name. That was wrong. So I got together with a few other East LA activists and we began meeting with the county and parks department. In the end they agreed to fund the construction of an elevated, bronze  plaque about Ruben with a photo of him and a brief narration. Today we unveil that plaque. Now people of all ages can come to the park and learn about his life and lasting legacy from this day forward. His life's work inspires us to exhibit the same courage to do the right thing in the face of seemingly insurmountable hardships as we build a better world for ourselves, our children and our children's children. Thank you.

Maria's Lost Weekend

Maria’s lost weekend

Maria was in my third grade classroom at Belvedere Elementary, a local public school on the eastside of Los Angeles.  She was small for her age, one of the smallest in the class but what she lacked in height she more than made up for it with spun,k  her positive work ethic and maturity beyond her years.  She enjoyed school and was working towards a perfect attendance certificate given at the end of the year.

      So I was surprised one Friday morning when I went out to the yard where the students were waiting in their assigned places and saw that Maria was missing from her place in line.  It wasn’t like her to miss a Friday for that was the day we had art, PE and music, things the kids really enjoyed.

I asked the students, “Where is Maria?.  Why isn’t she here?  One student spoke up.

“Maria and her family were taken by La Migra last night.

What? La Migra was the street  name for ICE  –  Immigration and Custom Enforcement or  as the kids and everyone else in that community called them –La Migra, had been making their presence felt in East Los Angeles for the past few weeks.  Could it really be that Maria and her family were raided and deported?

      That day Maria was on my mind.  I called Maria’s  home twice that day.  The phone rang and rang but there was no answer.  I took the number home with me that weekend to try during the weekend but didn’t get an answer to my phone calls.

On Monday morning I rode my motorcycle to school. It was already fall but the cold days had not yet begun.  When the bell rang to signal the commencement of school I walked out to the yard to where my students were waiting for me.

Lo and behold there was Maria at her place in line.  I motioned for her to approach me out of earshot of the other students.

“Maria, what happened to you last Friday?  Why weren’t you in school, I asked her?

 Sheepishly she put her head down.

“Aw teach”, she said, “Ay maestro, me pesco la Migra / I got nabbed by La Migra”.

“Don’t worry about it, I consoled her, you are safe here.  We glumly walked into the school building to begin our day.

These events took place in 1984 around my 3^rd year as a classroom teacher. I ended up being a iclassroom teacher for 28 years until a debilitating stroke forced me to retire early.  But I never forgot Maria and her lost weekend.

therapy after stroke; guest post by jenna walters

Therapy After Stroke

According to the National Institutes of Health, a stroke occurs when blood flow to a part of the brain is cut off or temporarily halted. When the brain is deprived of blood, even for a short time, damage occurs. Often, this damage is reversible with prompt, diligent treatment and supportive encouragement.

Treatment and rehabilitation after a stroke often includes relearning skills and behaviors that were lost during the attack. Physical and speech therapy can help people regain the use of their limbs and vocal capabilities. Cognitive therapy can help regain memory and retrain thought processes. Some stroke survivors must re-learn how to walk, eat and drink. While early intervention offers the best prognosis, in some cases, stroke victims must face the reality that life will look differently than it did before their stroke. This realization can cause fear, worry and depression.

In addition to physical and cognitive therapy, many stroke survivors and their families benefit from on-going counseling or psychotherapy. Talking about the fear, feelings of powerlessness and loss can help a person overcome the bottleneck of emotions that can occur after a life-threatening event by expressing them and grieving any losses. Counseling has been found to help individuals with many illnesses, including stroke and types of mesothelioma. A counselor trained in helping stroke survivors can help instill courage, hope and a sense of purpose. Because depression can hinder rehabilitation, counseling can improve progress and offer another avenue of healing.

Families of stroke survivors can benefit from counseling by learning how to cope with a loved one's new limitations and disabilities. Family members who become caregivers may feel extraordinarily responsible, anxious or frustrated. Talking about the emotions and thoughts that emerge during rehabilitation can help families cope with the increased responsibility without developing resentment, anger or other attitudes that can impede their loved one's progress. According to a 1988 study at the Veteran's Administration Medical Center in Seattle, Washington, caregivers who participated in a combination of education and follow-up counseling saw more stability in the family function better than caregivers who did not participate in the counseling sessions.

Rehabilitation after a stroke need not be a lonely, frustrating process. With professional help and support, victims of stroke and their families can find hope and healing.

True Wit

it is rare when one comes across true wit. but i have recently on two occasions.  While still in the hospital i convinced my occupational therapist that we should partake in a community outing - to take the bus to the central library in downtown LA. i am an avid reader, after all.  she agreed.  After researching the route and bus line we took off one fine spring morning and caught the downtown shuttle bus headed to the library.  I sat in between two  young therapists, both beautiful young ladies.  On the bus was an african american in his 30s.  I commented to him,
"what a great day, huh? here i am in between two beautiful young ladies.  What can be better than that," I rhetorically asked him.
Without pause and showing true wit he remarked in a deadpan manner, "a six pack of beer".
I had no reply.  I was stunned by his comment.

i get a glove

I get a glove

I was not born in the city of angels but it is  my adopted city.  Here I was raised, went to school, became a man.

I grew up in the  60’s in Echo Park, virtually in the shadow of  Dodger Stadium.  Some of my best childhood memories are walking to the ball game with my Dad and brothers to catch a game and watch some of the Dodger greats such as Sandy Koufax, Don Drysdale and so many more from the bleachers in left field.

Our home fronted Sunset Blvd. And  I clearly recall the big earth moving equipment roaring up sunset blvd. on the way to build the stadium and watching on TV the Mexican families being forcibly evicted from their homes in Chavez Ravine to make way for the stadium. Baseball became part of the lexicon of our family dinner table talk.  Especially when the hated Giants were in town to play our home town heroes.

      For me the next logical step as a boy was to play baseball on a team.  And so I signed up early one spring morning at the Echo Park playground to play baseball.  The coach called me on the phone to tell me when to report to the ball field for the first practice.  But there was one little problem; I didn’t have a glove.  When I mentioned this to my mom and dad they reminded me that there really wasn’t any extra money for frivolous expenses and that was definitely a non essential  item.

      What was I to do?  I went to my first practice without a glove, feeling out of place   All eyes were on me.  Everyone knew I was at baseball practice without a glove. :Que atrevido”. What nerve to show up to baseball practice without a glove?   

The coach couldn’t  help me.   He didn’t have an extra glove.  Neither did any of the other kids.  I tried to make myself invisible by standing in the background, all the while watching the baseball action intently.  After an eternity, practice was finally over.  The kids slowly went their own ways.  I hung around still mesmerized by the scent of the dirt infield and the symbols of baseball everywhere; bats leaning against the backstop, balls here and there, the catchers equipment slung carelessly around and a few kids lingering after practice to play  catch and run the bases.

      Something caught my eye at the end of one of the benches, a dark object lying on the bench.  I moved over to investigate.  Looking down I saw it was an old beat up baseball glove.  An old beat up glove.  I slipped it into my left hand. It fit perfectly.  Whose glove was it?  It had no name on it, it did have a lot of markings someone had done with a black permanent marker giving it a very beat up look. No one stopped or questioned me.  I walked home with the glove tucked under my arm.

At the next  practice I took my place at the warm up line with the other kids glove in hand, partnered up with my good friend George and warmed up my arm playing catch, starting at close proximity, then slowly moving farther away from each other just as coach had instructed us.

      Finally It was my turn at batting practice what we lived for. I grabbed the bat in my hands, caressed the smooth wood.  Examining it for any nicks or scratches, took a few check swings, then ambled up to the plate.  I was no longer some kid at the Echo Park playground.  I was Willie Davis about to hit, Ron Fairly about to homer.  I grounded out weakly to second base.

It has been a long love affair with baseball. I played high school ball at Cathedral High located next to the stadium, taught my 2 sons to play, coached ball at the Montebello YMCA for 12 years, teaching kids  the nuances of the game, some of whom are now adults and are good friends today.

In spite of the travesty of the McCourt ownership of the Dodgers today I still enjoy going to the stadium, hear the roar of the crowd, have a hot dog and be sure to swing by my childhood haunts of course.  Take in a ballgame,  have a hot dog, a beer and peanuts, root for the hone team and  recall the early days of baseball and  my youth in the city of angels, my adopted town.

time to conquer my fears

in sept. of 2006 i had a brutal stroke while in a cabin in the Sequoia National Forest. because of the stroke i had to retire from my job as a special education teacher in los angeles. had to quit my work as a community organizer, and basically curtailed all aspects of my life except for reading books on classic works of literature and history.  even the thought of going back to that place in the mountains would make me break out in a cold sweat. but i have decided enough is enough nd it's time for me to revisit that place of beauty and horror, in order to conquer my fear of a place. and so i am making plans to go back to that very cabin where i had the stroke, stand in the very room where i fell to the floor and was so close to death.  will i freak out?  will it be a positive experience.  i'm obviously not going alone. will need the support of my fam. and friends to do it but i am determined to do it, to conquer my fears.